He makes me happy.
I haven't been happy with life since I was like 6. He makes me laugh and smile, people don't often see real joy out of me, but he draws it out. I miss the way he looked at me, it made me feel loved, beautiful, safe, and like we had fire between us. He has my heart, I don't want to take it back for anything. I just pray that he never tries to hand it back.

I get SO excited over marrying him one moment and then the next moment I feel like I'm being too needy or ooey-gooey and beat myself up for it.
I just want my man... Right now.